Friday, April 7, 2006

Negative People

Ok, so I'm pregnant. After 3 m/c's I'm a bit nervous. I actually do feel positive about this pregnancy and betas were wonderful but I won't be completely at ease until I see that heartbeat on April 20th.

Anyhow, I haven't been able to read Bill - is he happy? - is he shocked? What is he? So I asked him yesterday. He told me that while this is the coolest thing that ever happened to him and he is happy, he's also cautious.

Why? Why? Why? Is he cautious? So I asked him and he went on to tell me that he was talking to his friend Tim and he told him that his wife Kristen was further along than I was and she m/c'd. Bill thought that he had a point. And so now, when I need him to be my ROCK after my 3 m/c's, he's cautious. WTF? Why would someone say this to Bill? This guy obviously wasn't thinking before he spoke but man I'm a bit angry. I asked Bill, "So when will you be happy? I had a m/c at 6wks, I had one at 7wks, my sister had a stillborn at 26wks and people have stillborns at 40wks?"

He went on to assure me that he was happy...

You can be guaranteed that he will be with me at that sonogram appointment no matter what he has going on that day. And I'm a little bummed about the whole situation.

Thanks for raining on my parade Tim and for taking away Bill's carefree happiness about this pregnancy...

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